-sigh-
:o\ :o/ :o|
Oh Em. Gee. This Wild Berry tea that came in the box is delicious. It's like summertime with the berries and stuff. I LOVE it.
I tried the Cherry tea tonight.
Oh. My. Heavenly. It is amazing. I loooooove it.
I've been getting a lot of wrong numbers on my phone. I know it happens a lot when you first activate a cellphone because someone, more than likely, had the number before you did.
I thought it was either one of these things:
1. Drug Dealer
2. Hooker
Well, looks like I was totally wrong. I finally found out who had the number before me. This is totally giggle worthy.
Sunshine. Ministries.
For REAL. It kinda makes me feel dirty. Not because it's from a ministry, but because I've said some pretty effed up stuff on it. o.O
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i forever gotten calls from a swear a retard looking for his granmother....... O_o only because this person has called more then 10 times asking the same thing....lol
LOL But you could have fun with that. You know.... confession phone line and all. ;)
For about two years after I got my phone, the same old woman kept calling looking for her grandson. Senora Moreno. She called so many times we actually started having conversations, etc. She was neat and very crotchety. Her grandson's number was one off of mine. He called me when she passed. =/
funny how we as people meet. Sorry for your phone friend that passed.
I think the post office messed up. I was supposed to get a Thank you card in the mail. However, I think they morphed it into a box of wonderful, smell good, heavenly flavored tea.
Thank you, Rattie. Thank you from the bottom of my lil bunnie heart. ♥
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Aww. She is so sweet.
I a sneaky Rat. Remember...you said you would leave your door unlocked.
LOL
And I am J/K about that.
*looks up plane ticket prices*
As I' ve laid here, now and even last night, you've been a constant presence in my mind. There are so many things I want to say, but words seem to flee from me. Maybe it's because words are not enough this time. Maybe because the words cannot handle the amount of meaning and they shatter under the weight. Even now it seems like mindless rambling, but I k.ow it's not, not at all.
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Try to put it into an image?
It doesn't always have to be words hun.
Ugh. Excuse the typos above. I wrote it on my phone. :|
That is a good idea, darlin. Maybe I'll work on something. It's hard to have that feeling and now sure what to do with it, yanno?
I think we are going to stay in Michigan.
Even though it would be wonderful to move to a warmer climate, I just don't think it is feasible.
I do want to move to a larger house. So, that is probably what we will do.
I need another bathroom and a couple more bedrooms. LOL one for just my books. :o|
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I have a bedroom devoted to only my books ... and it's STILL not enough space. heh. I feel your pain.
I got a whole storage building and still don't have enough room :)
Shame- I would need the extra bathroom for makeup, instead of the room for the books. lol
Still trying to get all my craft stuff unpacked and put up- still haven't even put up the SHELVES....and you want to MOVE?
But FLORIDA is warm....
There are very few things that chap my ass. But this is one that I can NOT stand.
Don't run in private and say you don't like me and then act totally different in public. I don't give a damn about the reasons why you don't like me, but at least be consistent with your bullshit. Don't be nice to me just because I am a higher up.
I don't live in the land of delusions and think everyone must love me, because I know for a fact they don't. It means nothing to me. There are only a select few who I actually give a damn if they liked me or not, and I can promise that you aren't one of them; nor have you ever been.
After seeing the way you've acted and handled yourself, you really need to be knocked down a few more pegs.
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I don't know you very well Moonie but you are very funny and you make me laugh. People need to stop playing the stupid games and start being real with each other around here. It may get ugly but it wouldn't be boring.
Sorry to hear a person is pissing you off.
i wil loav u if u sho ur teets plz
or wow gold
Just remember what you already know...they have to live in that negative, twisted world they're engineering. You don't. Be you and let them wallow in who they are; that is win enough.
And the heavens parted and the Angels sang........
Hallelujah!
oh my its not me I swear!! I likes ya just fine , I think your Very funny on Cam and Very sweet to talk with.
lol No, it's not about you Snowie. ;)
Thank you everyone. There just comes a point when my level is just topped. And this was it. I don't like to do this, and I very, very rarely will.
♥ to you guys. :)
It amazes me how often I hear this, and how true the following is:
I would rather have known enemies than uncertain friends. At least with the enemies, you know where you stand.
I whip my truth back and forth. I whip my truth back and forth. ;)
LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
You.. whip something back and forth that's for sure.
You found me out. Yep. I hate ya. Except for the giggle snort. And the humor. and ... Well, yeah, no hate. :P
I really could go balls to the wall on the whole situation today. I could throw my beliefs out the window and the betterment of myself and just not give a damn.
And I really, REALLY want to, but I won't. Why? Because it's not worth it. What I worked for is not worth the moment of satisfaction, bliss and euphoria I would feel by just nailing your ass.
I had an amazing time tonight.
It was really fun. Sorry I got lost guys. lol
It was just such a carefree good time.
xoxoxoxoxox
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LOL
I was worried you fell in...
XP
I missed the falling in part..... o.O
I had a great time too while I was there. I hope you're ok in the morning. :P
Sounds like I missed a heck of a party!
I was on the phone with India trying to get my internet fixed instead :(
KittieCat... you missed a hell of a party! lol
Oh My GOD. Seriously, I kept getting sidetracked with my drunken a.d.d hahahahah
I had a ball, you were Great. So very cute .
I was just there on nipple watch... I swear. Keeping the site safe and all.
*smerks*
Forewarning-
If I make it to the store today, I am getting booze.
I've been inspired. I refuse to be the only one who hasn't drank on cam. So I might as well get this biznitch started. LOL
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Now THIS I must see. :D
*gets the popcorn ready to pop*
OHHHHH lawdy be!
I will be drinking Whiskey Sours and X rated Foreplay's.
Be scared. Be very, very scared.
I'll get drunk with you! I have a huge bottle of already mixed mojitos ready to go!
Let's have a partay!
Oh My YES, ABS! Let's totally do thiiiiiisssssss! ♥
Don't forget it is
Porn Hair Saturday !
WHY do you people ALWAYS do this on nights I have to work? I never get to have ANY fun...lol
Porn hair too!
Heck yes! I'll have my new color going as well tonight! Cam night :D
It's so nifty seeing Premium Member
Your membership expires: Lifetime Member
Now there won't be sudden moments of "Oh Shit! I gotta renew!"
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WTG chicky :)
Love this!
That's right!
This biddy has put her roots in the ground. ;)
Today's Tea: Green Tea with Jasmine.
It's yummy. I'm Tired. Nuff said. lol
Today's Tea: This morning Darjeeling. I think that is my favorite.
Tonight I am drinking Lemon Tea with spice. I didn't think I was going to like it. After having the other spice tea, it just didn't taste right after a while. This tastes really good. The lemon is tasty and the spice is really subtle. I'm totally diggin'.
I've got my phone all set up. When I turn it on I giggle because it says "Droid" in a little robotic voice.
I really, really dig this phone. I think it was a great choice. It's easy to use.
I'm not a text virgin anymore. >:]
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haha.... Text Virgin !
Dude. It's about time you get with the times. :p
Today's Tea: Green Tea with Pomegranate.
It's really good. It's different in an exotic way. I'm diggin' it.
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and I have the perfect bread to go with that tea..cherry bread very yummy
Bijou- that sounds WONDERFUL!
I'll bring the tea, you bring the bread! Tea Party! YAY!
I've had it. It's is a bit exotic yet very mellow.
Yum.
Now that sounds fabulous.
*goes and digs out my recipe for tea cookies*
Today's tea is: Constant Comment.
It's flavored with oranges and sweet spice. It smells just wonderful! And it tastes like a holiday.
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Hahahahaha Christmas in your mouth. Ho Ho Ho! :P
yummm thats does sound good
mmmm I love orange flavored teas.
So.. Seeker can I start to call you Christmas? ;)
After I got about half way through the mug, I really think I could have did without the spices. The orange was great, but the spices... I just.. don't think I am keen on.
I picked up a box of Madagascar Vanilla today. I have no idea if it will be any good but I'll give it a shot.
Oh Oolong tea of the evening how I enjoy you so. I love how your smell floats up into my nose and promises a wonderful taste and moment.
So.. I think I've decided on the Palm Pixi.
It looks like a cute little phone. And it has some good reviews. If I don't like it I can upgrade to the Droid.
I'll look into ordering it tomorrow so I receive it the next day.
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Is it pink?
I am totally getting a pink cover for it!
Oh how you read my mind.
I love me some Pin, yessah!
Check it!
6 Years! Today marks that loverly VR another year older day. I don't know if I should be happy or ashamed. I'll go with a lil of both.
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Where do I put the cake? ;P
You can put cake ANYWHERE. I luff cake. :D
~happy dance~ yeaaa 6yrs
Congrats!!!!
She did say the cake can go Anywhere ...
Congrats! Another year older and still wise. :)
I am seriously looking into a cellphone.
I am looking at the Droid X. I think it looks like a pretty nifty phone.
I know with planning on moving to a different state it would be nice to be able to have my own. And even if we don't end up moving (Which I REALLY hope we do) I'll have one.
I need to stop being such an anti-social hermit. I am sure I'd talk to a lot more people person to person if I had one.
It might even be nice to be woken up at some strange hour in the morning because someone just can't contain themselves and wants to hear my voice.
LOLOL
There goes my delusional thinking again! heh heh
I need to spice my hair up. When I get it done Tuesday, I think I am going to go for porn hair and highlights. I just need something different. I don't want anything drastic just something a little different.
I think Porn hair will be a good change.
I love me some porn hair.
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To can do me some porn hair too baby!
Get the outfit and shoes too. Go all out porn.
And we want to see pictures!
I wanna know what porn hair is exactly. I was thinking of doing a hair change too. xD
We can be Porno Hair Biddy's! Yay!
Since we have live cam now.. who needs pictures. I'll just put duct tape X's over my nipples, Rattie. lol
Abs- Porn hair is really layered, really big and really "OH Em GEE! Check out her she just got reamed do!" It's sexy.
This is a version of porn hair. NOT porn face.
I wouldn't hit that chick even if she was a pinata.
WTF is 'porn' hair? lol!
Ah - I should've checked out the previous comments here...and no - please don't get 'porn' hair!
LOL It's not going to look EXACTLY like that. Oh Godness no. It's just big, sexy layered long hair.
I don't want to look like skankzilla in that picture. lol
Aww my hair is too short for porn hair. T_T
Oh yes let's do it let's make Saturdays porn hair web cam Night. We each need to have our own colored duct tape to cover the nips. But being purple is already being used, can I have Magenta Pretty Please ??? =}~
My lips is where words go to turn into dust and dreams.
Today's Tea: English teatime.
It's really light. Even though I prefer a stronger tea, I really enjoy this one. It reminds me of sitting in the sun in the middle of a glorious summer day.
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I have seen ads for a "Lady Earl Grey" tea, that has the same kind of tea as earl grey, but lighter and with citrus overtones. Unfortunately, the ads are all for the states, so I can't seem to find it up here. Hopefully when I go to FLorida, I can hook myself up...lol
Ahh, it's seems we have another tea fanatic on our hands. That reminds me that I need to restock. I'm down to only a dozen boxes or so. o_O
I hate these moments. Even though I know they are normal for everyone, I just hate them. I feel like an emotional basket case. I feel like all I want to do is just crumble upon myself, but I don't. Maybe it's part of the longing and even some of the loneliness. I feel like I could go catatonic for a small time and not really care. Maybe just that small time will erase the feelings of being overly emotional and just let me be.
It is hard at times to express emotions. While I am full of passion towards a lot of things, it can be hard for me to express them towards someone living.There are times when I just want to let it all come out, and sometimes parts of it do, but never to the extent that I am feeling. Or maybe it is and I just disregard it because I've had the mask of strength on for so long. It's hard to remove it and feel vulnerable. It's hard to just want someone else to hold you and just take the pain away. Especially when you are the person that always takes that role.
I feel like I want so much, but then I don't really want much at all.
I just FEEL.. so much. So, so much.
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♥ Those moments are totally normal.
Agreed, I have my moments as well hugs
Let's be EMO together!
♥
YAY for together EMO-ness! ♥
I used to call it "going into a dark hole and pulling it in after me"
It happens, sugar- just roll with it till you can see the other side again. We'll all still be here for ya.
And YEAH BRIGHT SPARKLY EMO KID!!!
Oh wait....
Rum... just saying. ;)
You will get there babe.
Wow...I hope this feeling passes for you, hon.
I am the opposite - I want to feel something, but I don't feel much of anything emotionally when dealing with people in general lately.
I hope I get a good sleep tonight. It seems as though the past few days my mind has just been reeling with tons of thoughts. And they won't stop. It makes me wake up exhausted.
It really sucks when your mind won't turn off. :o\
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I understand your pain. I am so confused by situations in my life that could potentially hurt my daughter in the long run, that I want crawl in a hole somewhere until its all over.
Do you ever get that one brief moment when you think it's stopped, and then just when you start to feel yourself fall into that deep sleep your wheels start to turn again and you are wound up?
I hate that.
A friend of mine uses a sound machine..it plays ocean waves or sounds of the night etc...it was suppose to help clear the mind and help you sleep. She still swears by it.
I'll call you and sing to you.
O.O
Actually, I have had that happen- and sleeping pills get REAL old REAL fast. And I have thought about getting a sound machine-since Scott sleeps with ear plugs in regardless, it wouldn't bother him, and it would give me something else to focus on besides my constantly snake eating its tail thoughts....
I would think of all the teas you had, you would have found one (like sleepytime) that helped you relax and nod off...
An audio book does the trick for me.. Or reading a boring old fart of a newspaper like the politics section in the Guardian. The latter, 5 minutes and I am gone to nod...
Today's Tea: English Breakfast.
It's robust yet light and delicate on your tongue.
I really enjoy this one. It makes me want a scone.
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Only your tongue? How is it going down your throat?
Get your mind out of the gutter! I meant that because some of them have a gnarly aftertaste.
Was that too graphic? :o/
After you drunkenly told a room FULL of people in cam chat I should 'rub my thigh'.... I think it's pretty tame.
lololol >:]
I think I want to redo my profile again. It's really, really dark and I want something Pretty and Dark.
We'll see. I 'll need to think about putting it together.
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I dunno I love it, but then again I love weird stuff, I really love the graphics on your profile...nice and creepy and gory...oooooh I feel soooo at home here. LOL
I can't wait to see what you come up with. You're designs are always awesome. :D
I personally think you have one of the best profiles on this site. It is definitely permeated with beauty and more than anything, soul.
I am confident, however, that if you decide to create another layout, it will be nothing less than magical. :]
But what is todays tea? ;p
Today's tea:
Raspberry Royale. When I opened the package it made my mouth water. And now since I've taste it, it is heavenly. It is really, really wonderful.
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I don't drink tea, but that sounds good. Makes me want something raspberryish. Maybe some toast with jelly is in order now.
It is really good. I wasn't sure I was going to like it, but it's not over powering and the smell is just wonderful.
I am a BIG bread fan. I love toast.
Even my 5lb Pomeranian loves toast. :o|
And she always expect someone to share toast. Spoiled lil thing that she is.
mmmm Rasberries!
I am definitely going to look out for that one in the Tea aisle at the market.
I've been on a peach tea kick for quite some time now. It might be time to explore other options. YUM! ♥
The other night I made some blackberry Iced tea that was out of this world
Bijou,
That sounds wonderful!
I had some Peach Green Tea the other day that was just delicious.
The only thing I drink anymore is either Tea or Water.
I tried to drink a Cherry Coke and almost went into sugar shock. lol
Im still on Jasmine tea.
As you are to tea.. I am too coffee! Isn't it fun trying all the different brands and flavours :). I'll see what I can do in getting you some Leprechaun tea...
mmmmm yum love the tea journal ♥
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ladySnowStrixx
03:20 Jan 31 2011
lol this is cute
PhoenicianDream
17:47 Jan 31 2011
Why the sigh?
MooniePie
19:52 Jan 31 2011
Every had one of those days where you just question EVERYTHING? And nothing seems to be as positive as you want it to be?
It is/was one of those days.